Thursday, October 15, 2009

ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER BETA

Well my beta today at 17dp5dt is 4009!!  Still in disbelief.  Every time I get near the computer I am looking for information on Betas.  Specifically if i can decipher if my numbers mean a singleton or twins.  And what I have been able to figure out is that my numbers are on the high side for a singleton but that Betas along are not definitive.  Although I want to know in the worse way if it is one or two.  I will know for sure in 11 days.  I am like a kid counting down the days till Christmas morning.

Yes I am getting a bit more excited and used to the idea this is for real.  Please Lord don't take this away from me.  I have waited a life time and my time is running out.

On another note, it has been raining here so much and I hate that it is getting dark so early.  So depressing that it is dark when I go home.  On a good note, DH and I started a kitchen remodel in February and it is finally finished.  My goal was before Thanksgiving and I am glad it is completed.

Pg symptoms are still slight pressure but mostly on the left side very low.  Sometimes it feels like a slight throb.  Last night I had some crazy dream which is not normal for me.  I never dream. Dh says I dream but just don't remember them.

I cannot wait till the day I can tell my family I am pregnant.  Still too scared at this point in the game.  But it will be fun to tell everyone as they look back at me probably in amazement or horror.  Who knows but I am sure they will wonder how this 45 year old was finally able to get pg?  I will offer limited information.  The how is not so important but the result of the how is everything.

1 comment:

AshPash said...

Those numbers are awesome! And how wonderful that you saw your baby on the ultrasound...outstanding! Sending good wishes.